Lose a Life Lyrics

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LOSE A LIFE nano opera
 RGS 9485

Virginia Scott 2008
Copyright Ricky Gardiner Songs
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/lose-a-life-ep/id389126201

01

Electrofire Invasion

My brain hurts
My eyes blur
I am crushed

I am numb and motionless from electrofire invasion
Save me
Save me

My head spins
My cells shiver
My thoughts dissolve

I am numb and motionless from electrofire invasion
Save me
Save me

02

Electro Half Light

To be so disconnected
From the modern world I know and love
Feels so cruel and painful
Intolerably cruel and painful
Yet the shelter I inhabit will not save me
From the electro half light

And although my sensory threshold
Has been breached and flooded
I am a new estuary
And the music in my soul still resonates
Like a deep ultrasonic wave
And I must find a way to speak to you
In this electro half light

So lifting my instrument
From it’s still life cushion
And stroking the silver dust from it’s strings
I reach out and find you again
And fixing my gaze on the living horizon
In this electro half light

I need to find a way
To tell you

03

Masts on my Roof

Masts on my roof
Up on the 10th floor of 10
Pulsing above my head day and night
Electro fallout’s engulfing me
As I sit alone

I raise my hand to feel my brow
I am cold and I want to be warm again
Cradle me back to the surface
And calm my shivering cells

Electro sensitivity
Challenging connectivity

Flickering strip light resonates in my ears
Vibrating my eyes and distorting my vision
So here I sit
My life out of bounds

There’s no escape no electrofire extinguisher
Yet fall out must subside in a quiet safe place
But here I sit
In a frozen perspective

Electro sensitivity
Challenging connectivity

‘Good morning’ said the doctor
What seems to be the problem
The mobile phone masts on your roof making you feel very ill?
And … tell me
Are you hearing any voices ?

No…I’m not

You look very ill to me
But there’s nothing we can do
We can only wish you luck

Microwave binary frequencies
Signalling and transmitting
Modifying our destiny relenteless and blind
This inaudible tide
Pulses everywhere
I’m electrosensitive
Where do I go from here?

04

Cosmic Tango

Up on the 10th floor
I run out of food
I need to make a dash for the supermarket

So tripping down the fire escape
Dodging the strip lights
I reach fresh air traffic and resonance

Sprint down the street
Dodging the microwaves
Street light displays and CCTV cameras

Now in the entrance
Zapped by the scanners
Every little slogan dazzling my eyes

I’m in here now
Got to get some sustenance
And navigate my exit on automatic pilot

My heart is pounding
My vision destabled
I’m counting down from 9 to 1 to minimise my panic

At 9-8-7 I’m clutching spanish oranges
At 6-5-4 I tumble white milk
At 3-2-1 I reaching out for scottish bread
Small piercing eco-lights causing me to blank

Cosmic tango
Electrifiy your energy today
(The cosmic tango in your head is real totally real)

Reaching the check out
Tills and lasers shimmering
Microwaves drowning me I’ve got to get out

I’m stuck in a queue
Mobile ringtone orchestras
Drilling behind me and zapping my brain

I race out of hazard now
Abandoning my trolley
Side stepping school kids and leaving all my food

Hurtling past security
I reach the open pavement
I sit down one the edge I’m tango’d totally tango’d

05

Dr Carlo

Never in my mind
Could I have known what he knows
So thank you for talking to us Dr Carlo

Suddenly I see
What is happening to me
Thank you for talking to us Dr Carlo

I listened and watched
As diagrams appeared on the wall
100 or more of us receiving you loud and clear

Carlo says we suffer from membrane sensitivity
Disrupting our cells deep inside

My face burns
My heart cramps
My orientation fades
At least now I know why

Never in my mind
Could I have known what he knows
So thank you for talking to us Dr Carlo

I listened and watched
And clung to every word he said

My face burns
My heart cramps
My orientation fades
Will I ever be the same again

06

Tango for the End of Time Instrumental

Clyde

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Promise in Motion

 

Clyde is a soft song about the river Clyde from Beggars Opera cd Promise in Motion RGS 9486, which was released in 2011.  At the time when the musical ideas were unfolding I was reading an old and wonderful book called The Elusive River George Pratt Insh Published by The Moray Press, 1946. In the lyrics of the song You Misremember Me from the same cd, I was captivated by the fact that I am and have been rarely called by my real name which is Virginia. Instead I am called either one of the following: Victoria, Valerie, Veronica, Vivienne, or Vanessa. 1/ Lions 2/ Her Hand in Mine 3/ Promise in Motion 4/ The Edible Woman Again 5/ You Misremember Me 6/ Bees 7/ Clyde Ricky Gardiner:Guitars Virginia Scott: Vox/ Keys Tom Gardiner: Drums

Promise in Motion
Promise in Motion

Promise in Motion Lyrics

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Beggars Opera Promise In Motion
RGS 9486

 

LIONS

And now I am aware of some little children
Happy singing and playing in the sunlight
And in this wonderful moment my mind is calm and strong
Watching and absorbing my motionless responses

Is this my psychological house?
Am I the analyst sipping wine?
Dream trace and possibilities
Am I the lioness and the lion?
And are those little children part of me?
Dream trace and possibilities

I dream I’m in a majestic room space
Three walls open to land trees and sun
To the right of me my psychologist and companion
Whimsically sips his red wine uncertainty

And now I am aware of an enormous lion
Placing his heavy paw on my fragile left hand
And in this fearful moment my mind is calm and strong
Watching and controlling my motionless responses

And holding my absolute terror inanimation
I watch his lioness prowling to and fro
Feline eyes transfixing into mine
Curiously radiating animal love.

HER HAND IN MINE

Dreaming down hill down street
Passing Belford Avenue
Front door open wide open at her now empty house
Inside feel her presence
Hear her brilliant sound
Playing two piano romantic melodies and climb

I can fell her hand in mine
Pressing down

PROMISE IN MOTION

Don’t look now these two old friends
Are traveling through landscapes
The patterns of connections say
What do they hear on thin air

The difference between thinking and dreaming
Promise in motion
Everything you can imagine is real
Promise in motion

Two kinds of twilight and
The power of smokey eyes
Lullaby for liquid tread
Collisions and blue sky

We are happening people like them seeking desperately
I remember getting excited running and dancing
Like the dawn of escape

Don’t look now those two old friends
Are traveling through landscapes
They say goodbye to everything
Letting go that pair of hands

The EDIBLE WOMAN AGAIN

I stand there so silently aware
Caress your disembodied stare
I find your soft space of breath and dream

I feel you powering my visions
I sense your surrendering collisions
I find you crossing paradise

And in the rush of this imaginary sorrow
She kept pretending she could see you
In the unconscious lighting of her cigarette she was the edible woman again

As well as counting all her momentary lapses
She kept pretending she could see you
And even when she tried and tried to sublimate it
She kept pretending she could see you

And all that time long spent in fruitless contemplation
She kept pretending she could see you

So thinking back into the sheer fragmented landscapes
She kept pretending she could see you
In the unconscious lighting of her cigarette she was the edible woman again

I find you crossing paradise
I sense your feeding on my sighs
I find your soft space of breath and dream
I feel your powering my visions
I sense your surrendering collisions
I find you crossing paradise

Instead of coming to the end of no tommorows
She kept pretending she could see you
I find your soft space of breath and dreams

YOU MISREMEMBER ME

Change all the gardens
Cue in the storms
Believe in the mountains
Soaking in the sun
You misremember me
You misremember my name

We grow in prosperity
Adapting to change
Lifting heavy loads
And trimming our sails
You misremember me
You misremember my name

Lie back and close your eyes
Visions colliding but into the soft cake of life

Absorbing the shocks
Whatever that means
Watching the harlequin
Ascend the air stream
You misremember me
You misremember my name

Victoria Valerie Veronica Vivienne Vanessa

BEES

Go wireless de/electrify
Offset your carbon footprint
Activate your microwave shadow de/electrify

The disappearance of the honey bees
Is a mystery far from being solved
And some people say
If honey bees disappear so will we

The greatest suspect of this tragedy
Is cell phone mast harmful radiation
And Einstein said
If honey bees disappear so will we

(The Bees)
Colony collapse disorder we’ve lost our way
Colony collapse disorder
Tell me how we find our way home please
Tell me how we find our way home
When our electro communication is jammed.

I heard a programme on the radio
About a Londoner
Keeping his bees in a high rise life shaft
If honey bees disappear so will we

CLYDE

You are in my mind calling me over
I hear your gentle sound murmuring so clearly
You kiss the distant shores tracing a new dawn
You are the river voice of my dreams
Shimmering in memories illusive and unseen
Crossing the open fields near your dark waters
I see the ancient story of my fathers home land
You are the river Clyde

If We Couldn’t Speak lyrics

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If We Couldn’t Speak RGS 9495 Lyrics

Infringed Love

Infringed love and
encountering nebulous choices

Glasgow Hill

She keeps calling Glasgow Hill
Do I have to ring back ?

If We Couldn’t Speak

If we couldn’t speak
Would you still hear me?
And if we couldn’t hear
Would you still see me?

If we couldn’t speak
If we couldn’t see
And if we couldn’t hear
Would you still hear me ?
Would you still see me ?
Would you still find me ?

Lyrics Virginia Scott 2011

 

Lose a Life

Imagine a world in which every day objects emit such harmful radiation it makes normal existence impossible and what if these emissions seriously damage the health of individuals on a global scale?
It sounds like science fiction, but that is the plight of those suffering from electrosensitivity according to the creators of this extraordinary album.

‘The purpose of this album is to raise the profile of the world problem of electrosensitivity. The method used here is essentially a sonic biography of my ʻexistenceʼ living with the nightmare of electrosensitivity.
The lyrics Virginia has written are a direct reflection of what has been observed in me and in no way exaggerated thus carry the power of truth. It is my contention that all people are to some extent ES which remains at a more or less manageable level until something happens in life which dramatically lowers the threshold to the susceptibility of the ES problem. This has been confirmed by Dr George Carlo, who maintains that there is always an ʻeventʼ that triggers the descent into ES. Does anybody on this earth get through life without some significant event?”

Ricky Gardiner 2010

Lose a Life RGS 9485 nano opera was written by composer Virginia Aurora Scott

based on the true story of Ricky Gardiner‘s ES.

01/ Electrofire Invasion
02/ Electro Half Light
03/ Masts on my Roof
04/ Cosmic Tango
05/ Dr.Carlo
06/ Tango for the End of Time

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CD’s available at Beggars Opera website.

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If We Couldn’t Speak

 

Beggars Opera
If We Couldn’t Speak
RGS 9495 2013

4 Long progressive art rock tracks, from the Mrs Caligari’s Lighter sessions, on the outer limit of Beggars Opera surrealism: through the unearthly soundscapes of Ricky Gardiner’s powerful sing song guitar and mixes, Virginia Scott’s sound-speak vocals keys-synth- mellotron impastos, Tom Gardiner’s hypnotic drum lobs to densely orchestrated sound samplet extured song lyric of relentless inner preoccupations.

Ricky Gardiner: Guitar and mix
Virginia Scott: Keys and Vox
Tom Gardiner: Drums

01/ Inverary Avenue
02/ Infringed Love
03/ Glasgow Hill
04/ If We Couldn’t Speak

If We Couldn't Speak
If We Couldn’t Speak

Sagittary

Sagittary
Sagittary

 

A 70’s vintage treat of 10 rock songs, mirroring the zietgeist of 1974, with a hint of the burlesque from Beggars Opera, through the powerful deep sensuous rock blues vocals of Pete Scott’s Jack the Ripper to the soaring melodies of Ricky Gardiner’s guitar solos, gently tucked in by Virginia Scott ‘s multiple keyboards and Mike Travis laid back virtuosity.

Digital remaster of the Beggars Opera vintage Sagittary album originally released on vinyl 1974 by Jupiter Records Germany and on CD in 2007 Repertoire Records Germany.

Ricky Gardiner: Guitars
Virginia Scott: Keys
Pete Scott: Vocals
Mike Travis : Drums

RGS 9505